:: Where has the Time Gone? ::
I can't believe it's September already. Geez. It just doesn't feel like that many months have passed since the Bucs won the Super Bowl, or the baseball season started. It wasn't that long ago California's political future wasn't the laughing stock of the nation, or NewSong existed only in Irvine. It doesn't seem that long ago that I wasn in Boston beeming with pride as I watched my kid brother graduate from Bah-ston Cah-llege. For that matter, it doesn't seem that long ago that there was still the possiblity (albeit miniscule) that I might receive a degree before he did. Is it truly age that makes the time seem to faster? If so, just how fast are the next few years gonna fly by? Will I achieve all that I want to? Accomplish all my goals? Meet the people I want to meet? Make the time to *shudder* get married? See all the things I want to see? Who's going to be there with me as I travel this winding road, whether it be by my side or from a distance? Are any of these sentences even grammatically correct? ;) So many questions, thoughts, mysteries, and even problems that I'm faced with and some of these I haven't slightest clue as to how they will be answered, if at all. I guess that's why it's called "life."
By the way, this why I tell my "normal" friends that they should be lucky that they don't have my "artist's" mentality. They have real, tangible problems. They couldn't handle dealing with my crap because my problems are *existential.* Hell, they barely know what to make of it hearing it from me. Why yes, as a matter or fact, I do sometimes roll my eyes at myself when I listen to myself speak.
:: Miscellaneous Ramblings by Dan-E at 8:20 PM [+] ::
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